had choir handover meeting today.
we passed the baton,finally... and the feeling hasnt really sink in, not yet.
maybe on friday, but im not planning to cry.
unless someone from j2 batch makes me cry.

went shopping today, with edmund.
thanks so much edmund, for all the wonderful help, crazy suggestions and lame jokes.
you made me really really happy today hahahaha.
although we were super tired from combing both wisma and taka EVERY SINGLE FLOOR EVERY SINGLE SHOP lol!!!
but i got my sop notebooks, he got his bass sls gifts! and zhexi's gift at taka. =)
then we journeyd down to PS!
ahahhaha. bought ms lim's gift (tt was the most painful for us, everywhere we went it wasnt suitable!)
den we got sean stuff, got sua stuff (after much debate, and im still not convinced entirely i wont regret this. most probly i will, very very much)
den ed and i sat at the food court and planned till 9pm how we're gonna do up tt album, get manpower and allocate work etc.
hai.

really really feel so grateful to edmund, for his not complaining tt he's super tired though i know he is. for all the lame jokes etc, and ideas, and pulling through with me. Thank God i have such a great brother to share the burden with! somehow my own twin doesnt match up at all... hurhur. i dunno sometimes im just really tired of all his showiness and how he doesnt carry out what he tells me. tt just makes me very annoyed, on the verge of disappointment. or maybe not verge, but beyond.
oh well. edmund rocks, tts all can i say. knew it since june last year in malaysia :P
sigh. i dun have to study alr, whole day chiong choir album.

damn, why cant anyone be more proactive. in the end im still settling everything for EVERYONE and sometimes i just feel like there's no worth to that. who cares about you doing all the shit work anyway.
and that just drains what remaining positivity from my heart through a pinhole;
just like a faucet that leaks, there's no turning back.